- As beautiful as ever -
Today I have a very special family celebration that allowed me to invite everyone I know and as expected will not miss any of them, nobody wants to miss this important event which has cost so much amount of money.
For this great day I can not come up with anything, so my parents have decided to put in the hands of a stylist who will take care of my hair, makeup and choose the dress she will wear. After several hours
endless styling and I go out as if it were a princess waiting for me a Mercedes at the hands of a handsome driver will take me to the meeting place. Under
car. All remain expectant.
I'm finally here surrounded by my loved ones but as usual I'm immersed in my fantasy world, a world away from me of reality, my grand entrance has failed to come down from my clouds of cotton. At times I can appreciate
murmurs but without understanding the message. I'm a fly in a swarm of bees, was nervous as everyone around me dancing to the beat of the same symphony, seem to conspire against me, or maybe I have prepared a great surprise.
is strange ... everyone is staring, sad case, but I overflow with joy in my way, I am in harmony. Despite staying in my bubble I am happy to greet them one by one, but there are smiles to which I have used, I only see faces inert in each of them. The latest wave is dear mother.
- As beautiful as ever. - I whisper while slashing my forehead with his hand.
Suddenly, screaming my name. I begin to fill with flowers, many flowers! Still calling me. I have not won any contest, it is my birthday, I have no saint, not the day of my wedding and my bridal shower, is my funeral.
...
- Be careful, do not go running to the car! - I told my mother yesterday as concerned as every morning.
not answered. Hurry, late for class.
went too fast. It was raining. It was foggy and perhaps gravel on the asphalt. In seconds I saw my broken glasses to twenty feet away, let go a tear, not even said goodbye to her.
I closed my eyes and slept.
.............................. 10/10/1910 Mel Bohemia
